Jun. 10th, 2003 06:48 am
(no subject)
I'm quite tired. I think tonight I will actually go to sleep very early.
Yesterday I napped for an hour, but it wonked my sleep schedule all to hell, and so I couldn't go to sleep until after midnight even though I went to bed at ten. Bugger that.
I'm feeling a little disconnected, lately. My wanderlust is making itself felt, again. I find myself cursing the obligations that keep me here, because all I want to do is pack a bag, tell Mike I'll be back in a week or three, and take off in a random direction. Last time I did that, I ended up in a tiny little town I can't even recall the name of, and had a nice, if mostly solitary, time.
I yearn to be free to travel and move on whenever I want to (and I want to far more often than I let on), but I have created for myself a life where that's just not possible. More, our world itself doesn't treat wanderers kindly anymore. Too many immigration/travel restrictions. Though to be fair, wanderers were never exactly treated well, as the Romany know too well.
Yesterday I napped for an hour, but it wonked my sleep schedule all to hell, and so I couldn't go to sleep until after midnight even though I went to bed at ten. Bugger that.
I'm feeling a little disconnected, lately. My wanderlust is making itself felt, again. I find myself cursing the obligations that keep me here, because all I want to do is pack a bag, tell Mike I'll be back in a week or three, and take off in a random direction. Last time I did that, I ended up in a tiny little town I can't even recall the name of, and had a nice, if mostly solitary, time.
I yearn to be free to travel and move on whenever I want to (and I want to far more often than I let on), but I have created for myself a life where that's just not possible. More, our world itself doesn't treat wanderers kindly anymore. Too many immigration/travel restrictions. Though to be fair, wanderers were never exactly treated well, as the Romany know too well.